"Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution."
I wonder why I’ve not been to this refuge for so long. The events of the past months have totally thrown me off; throwing me into a realm of this environment that I’m not familiar with. I find myself asking myself over and over again if this is what I want.
Days were laced with uncertainties and self-doubt. Do I make it so easy for people to walk in and out so easily? Do I have a sign across my head that says “Use Me”? Did I show that it was okay to have fun with my feelings like that?
Above all that humdrum, I had to find an equilibrium beyond the madness. The madness that I know I can control, one I can tame and use to my advantage. The past year, woah the past year. Man does that seem like a million lights away. I’ve gone to a different frontier, one that used to be so foreign but now seems like my new comfort zone. I’m growing, that I am. Growing to love what surrounds me now, to accustom myself to meeting hundreds of new faces everyday, exploring different terrains of random parts of the world. This is what I’ve been dreaming of, a yearning to be lost and to find myself. This cycle I love.
Sometimes I falter and boy do I lose my head and emotions at times but at the end of the day, I know I can count on myself the most. No putting my emotions in someones else’s hands, no relying on a human from the opposite sex to put a smile to my face.
I’m grounded, at peace with myself.
This is how it should have been; a long, long time ago. And this is how it will be, for the years to come.
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I’m convinced. I’m going to start this year.
"Try again, fail again. Fail better."
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"You know it’s love when all you want to do is spend time with the other person, and you sort of know that the other person feels the same way."
Caitlin Mitchell photography
OMGAHHHH I WANT A BABY BOY!
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